Sekhmet looks pretty tired because she's been doing quite a bit of this over the last couple of days and in any case she's still not doing great... personally, but it's important to her to at least do this.]
Er, hello, Primrose. Um, do you remember, what I told you, in the Social Bingo? The, um, effects during the last game, seem to have triggered... that- um, amplified it, and I had underestimated, and neglected the possibility that, um, this would happen. I swear that I did not do this under my own will, but the fact remains that this was part of me that drove this, and it is my fault and my responsibility. I have already spoken with Maki, Absinthe, and Yugi about this.
I signed a contract with Taisho to prevent this from happening in the future. I can read it to you, if you'd like.
I, um, I have, yes. [It didn't go well.] Um, not about the contract quite yet, but, er, our last communication made it clear that he did not wish to speak with me. Um, understandably so, I would likely have been very angry in his position as well. Nevertheless, I may try to let him know about the contract nonetheless.
[It does occur to her that she should have contacted him again, but. Well, she hasn't wanted to approach him again yet.
She clears her throat, and begins reading off of her phone.]
"Should Sekhmet of sensitIV attempt to act on the impulse of causing fatal harm to another person unbidden, whether by ability or physical force, whether directly or indirectly, she will be rendered immobile until she is no longer a threat. Her eyes and ears will shut and she will no longer be able to move or speak until the impulse has passed.
This clause does not apply in instances where she is in danger of fatal harm herself, or in acting with the intent of preventing fatal harm to another. Nor does it apply to her choice of voting in games produced by Imeeji Idol Productions.
Furthermore, in the event that Sekhmet of sensitIV should gain mental compulsion over another individual, she will be forbidden from attempting to harm that individual physically or psychologically, through powers, physical actions, or words, and from ordering that individual to harm another through the same means. Violation of this clause will trigger the aforementioned consequences."
I know. I accept that. All I can do is demonstrate in the long term that I will behave honorably and not be a danger to anyone. I don't want to lose myself again. I don't want to hurt people. So I will act in accordance with that.
Then keep working on that. Keep yourself in check as much as you personally want to. Your actions will speak far louder than your words. You can say you don't want to hurt people all day long, but people won't believe you until you actually...demonstrate that behavior.
I know. And I will show you. And everybody else. I told you about this before, right, this problem of mine? So I'm going to have faith in what you told me. And not give up.
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Day 118, sometime before sleepover
Date: 2019-05-19 11:14 pm (UTC)Re: Day 118, sometime before sleepover
Date: 2019-05-20 12:15 am (UTC)Re: Day 118, sometime before sleepover
Date: 2019-05-20 12:44 am (UTC)Re: Day 118, sometime before sleepover
Date: 2019-05-20 04:28 am (UTC)Primrose: The park is fine.
Re: Day 118, sometime before sleepover
Date: 2019-05-20 04:33 am (UTC)[All of these conversations are so stressful to her, but sometimes it's less stressful when trees are around.]
Re: Day 118, sometime before sleepover
Date: 2019-05-20 05:39 am (UTC)Re: Day 118, sometime before sleepover
Date: 2019-05-20 05:52 pm (UTC)Sekhmet looks pretty tired because she's been doing quite a bit of this over the last couple of days and in any case she's still not doing great... personally, but it's important to her to at least do this.]
Er, hello, Primrose. Um, do you remember, what I told you, in the Social Bingo? The, um, effects during the last game, seem to have triggered... that- um, amplified it, and I had underestimated, and neglected the possibility that, um, this would happen. I swear that I did not do this under my own will, but the fact remains that this was part of me that drove this, and it is my fault and my responsibility. I have already spoken with Maki, Absinthe, and Yugi about this.
I signed a contract with Taisho to prevent this from happening in the future. I can read it to you, if you'd like.
Re: Day 118, sometime before sleepover
Date: 2019-05-25 09:03 pm (UTC)I would like to hear it. But have you spoken to King about it? You did hit him directly where it would hurt the most.
Re: Day 118, sometime before sleepover
Date: 2019-05-26 12:28 am (UTC)[It does occur to her that she should have contacted him again, but. Well, she hasn't wanted to approach him again yet.
She clears her throat, and begins reading off of her phone.]
"Should Sekhmet of sensitIV attempt to act on the impulse of causing fatal harm to another person unbidden, whether by ability or physical force, whether directly or indirectly, she will be rendered immobile until she is no longer a threat. Her eyes and ears will shut and she will no longer be able to move or speak until the impulse has passed.
This clause does not apply in instances where she is in danger of fatal harm herself, or in acting with the intent of preventing fatal harm to another. Nor does it apply to her choice of voting in games produced by Imeeji Idol Productions.
Furthermore, in the event that Sekhmet of sensitIV should gain mental compulsion over another individual, she will be forbidden from attempting to harm that individual physically or psychologically, through powers, physical actions, or words, and from ordering that individual to harm another through the same means. Violation of this clause will trigger the aforementioned consequences."
Re: Day 118, sometime before sleepover
Date: 2019-05-27 09:40 pm (UTC)[ Honestly, it would be hard to get him to listen, possibly, if he were faced with her again so soon. So yeah...
She listens to the contract. Nodding to the conditions and agreements. ]
People are still going to hold it against you, contract or not.
Re: Day 118, sometime before sleepover
Date: 2019-05-27 09:50 pm (UTC)[She looks so so tired.]
Re: Day 118, sometime before sleepover
Date: 2019-06-10 05:47 am (UTC)Then keep working on that. Keep yourself in check as much as you personally want to. Your actions will speak far louder than your words. You can say you don't want to hurt people all day long, but people won't believe you until you actually...demonstrate that behavior.
Re: Day 118, sometime before sleepover
Date: 2019-06-10 05:57 am (UTC)