I wanted to let you know how sorry I am for how thoughtless I was, during the last game. But youre probably tired of hearing me say sorry by now. So what I want to do is make you a promise, instead.
I remember how hard you worked during my second game to keep me safe. i should have been so much more thoughtful, & realized that what we were doing meant i was putting you & everyone you cared for in exactly the same position again. it should not have taken me 2 times to learn this. so i want to promise you that whatever happens in future, i will take care to remembver that i might be hurting people, in ways i havent ecven worked out yet. i have to be worth your care.
Please dont rush to reply. & its okay if you don't want to. but i couldnt find you to speak to you, and i didn't want to make you wait, too.
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branchandroot
Day 129, Evening
Date: 2019-06-20 05:25 am (UTC)I wanted to let you know how sorry I am for how thoughtless I was, during the last game. But youre probably tired of hearing me say sorry by now. So what I want to do is make you a promise, instead.
I remember how hard you worked during my second game to keep me safe. i should have been so much more thoughtful, & realized that what we were doing meant i was putting you & everyone you cared for in exactly the same position again. it should not have taken me 2 times to learn this. so i want to promise you that whatever happens in future, i will take care to remembver that i might be hurting people, in ways i havent ecven worked out yet. i have to be worth your care.
Please dont rush to reply. & its okay if you don't want to. but i couldnt find you to speak to you, and i didn't want to make you wait, too.
Wednesday
Re: Day 129, Evening
Date: 2019-06-23 04:51 am (UTC)