questions meme

[mapsio]

since i have literally never done one journal style, and the recent week has pushed me into nearly 13k comments. I FEEL IT IS TIME FOR A QUESTIONS MEME. please. ask and ye shall receive.

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[criminaljustice]

how did i miss????

tl;dr about Haru's romansus and crushes. what's the emotional sitch?

[mapsio]

THE EMOTIONAL SITCH! It's very complicated in some places, and very smooth sailing in other places. First off lets just start with saying that Prim is very much convinced that she's going to mess up being a girlfriend somehow. It's tough when you go from no relationships, to one, to suddenly three?! Like. She is not complaining at all because she very much loves those people that she is dating. But what if she messes something up or does something wrong or she isn't enough for them. Prim has a lot of love to give, but what if she doesn't give it good enough!!

But past her worries about how good she is at the girlfriend thing? She is very happy with the current state of affairs.

Starting off with Fox... I GUESS THE "OG BOYFRIEND". They started dating after the mistletoe game. Her first real venture into having a relationship and boy it has been both an adventure and getting used to how smothering he can be at times. When Fox loves he loves with his whole heart, his whole soul, and his whole body. Prim is very much appreciative of Fox showing her the good in love and the good in having someone who wants to support you through thick and thin. Prim feels wholeheartedly loved by Fox, and thus she finds it easy to just be with him. Fox understands if you want to just sit and be quiet, and he's getting better at knowing when it's okay to push her to talk. Prim is....notoriously kind of bad at talking about her own problems and before she started being more open with both Fox AND Joker, Fox would be the one to gently bully her into talking a little more and things have ended up greatly improving there even if she isn't like that with everyone.

Fox is very good for Prim's experimental side. She likes to experiment with him. He was the first one she had sex with in Imeeji and ever since then...intimacy has been a lot of-- "well we can do this here or we can be adventurous and do it there". She's very soft with Fox. So he doesn't get a lot of the domineering side. He gets gentle topping from her, and she allows him to top her as well.

Joker was someone Prim knew she could trust from the start once she knew who he was and once she started getting memories of him. It was nice to know that someone so strong willed was her leader at home. Similar to Fox, her feelings for Joker really started blossoming during and after the mistletoe game, however! Joker was still with Maki at the time, and there was no way she wanted to get in the way of that thing he had going on with Maki and A. Mostly because she wanted to respect the three of them and not try to butt into that. But it never really changed how she felt. THEN....HEARTGAME HAPPENED? Heartgame sure happened. That Lovers Room Sure Happened. Her stealing the box was big code for, "I'll take care of your heart no matter what". It still is, and always will be. Maybe she picked up on "loving with your whole heart" from an extended IC amount of time dating Fox, who really knows. Prim genuinely wants to do good by Joker, and make big effort to understand what he has been through and how she can't necessarily fix it but she CAN be there to support him working through those things. She does not love cautiously with Joker because she does feel lucky to have him.

Joker is good for Prim's dom/more playfully rough side. Good for her to be a little rough with. Good for her to fall into when she wants to try something potentially that she thinks Fox wouldn't be too into or that she thinks might be a little too rough. The fact that Joker allows her to lead intimate situations is a big big turn on, and the fact that he eggs her on when he knows it's something that will allow them both to feel satisfied is also an extremely huge turn on for her.

SUMMARY FOR THOSE TWO IS....she loves them a lot. She wants to be the best girlfriend she can be, and she very much 100% loves the mutual support they give each other. Bad games are hard when you have boyf's on two different units and you might have to bus them. But, I am under the impression that even unsaid. They sort of understand that is the nature of this terrible place.

Next up is NORTH! Which Prim is now newly dating. North is soft, good, and a wonderful balance for Prim. Because while she tasks herself with taking care of Joker and Fox...North makes it her goddamn mission to make sure Prim is taken care of. Not to say that Joker and Fox don't! Because they do! But Prim is very adamant about being the one to TAKE care of not BE TAKEN CARE of. Their relationship is still so small and new, so Prim is treading with care here. But it's really not a bad thing. She finds it cute that Joker encouraged the pursuing. This relationship is still very much in the soft stage and Prim's one fear is that North doesn't know....or won't like the whole "you might have to bus me" in a bad game thing.

MOVING ONTO CRUSHES!! She has FEW?! Really?

Mars is still a big crush for her. She respects the fact that he is still weird about committing to too many people. So no matter if they feel the same neither of them are going to do anything about it until Mars gives the green light, and honestly? Prim is okay with that. Because it doesn't mean that she doesn't care about him or won't have him around. As much as he is crush, he is unit. Unit means a lot to Prim, and so she knows that she has that unwavering support from him and she can give it in return. SHE WILL JUST, DIE IN HER MARS DOKI. IT'S! FINE!

Her other crush is D.VA-- but that isn't too too deep yet. It's very much a "girl hot" situation as of right now. She's pretty, she's nice, she taught Prim to ride/drive a motorcycle and she's a really good kisser...sweats. So DVA has very much been able to tap into Prim's more playful side.

Other sitches arrrre....

Making out with Plover is nice. FWB, nothing more than that. No emotional attachment. Just making out with a hot croc.

Sunshine is someone she's had changed feelings about. She THOUGHT she might have had feelings for him at one point early on. They kissed a few times. But it very much landed back in, "well you can kiss me but it doesn't mean I have feelings for you", territory. It's not a bad thing. They're still friends. But it's not something she is going to pursue past friendship.

Maki....is complicated. Initially she really genuinely liked Maki. She still likes her, really. But Prim knows that she personally isn't the best with words and her own reaction to Maki's live was purely emotional. That was a real bad day in Imeeji-land for her anyways. Seeing as her unit had fought in the game that Maki held that huge live over. Maki is currently someone Prim wishes to mend bridges with but she isn't going to push it knowing that she could potentially say the wrong thing or maybe misunderstand her or something like that. So her getting the courage to talk to Maki again is where she is at with that. Wheeze.

THAT IS THE CURRENT SITCH. AT THIS TIME. Tell me some of Joker's favorite things about his SO's and Kissing Buddies and Crushes!! THIS GOT LONG I AM SO SORRY.