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[mapsio]

whoops i should have done this days ago.

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hurricane

[mapsio]

[ She smiles, soft. Her emotion is about the same, soft and inviting. ]

You don't have to tell me that.

[ Taking his hand. ]

I'd say we're facing a minor fear together right now, wouldn't you?

Re: hurricane

[crossmyheartandhope]

["""""minor""""""]

[If the churning sense of not-good-enough still there under the surface is any indication - if the mess of anxiety and the way he attempt to hide it all away, to keep her from seeing it, is any indication - minor might not quite cover it,]

...yeah. Probly counts.

You, uh. You wanna talk about one of yours, too?

Re: hurricane

[mapsio]

[ I MEAN ARE WE GETTING POiNTS FOR MAJOR.................. ]

[ and since they're alone. ]

I don't want to ever be viewed as useless. Like I always have been. My worth was always based on how useful I was.

Re: hurricane

[crossmyheartandhope]

...hey.

[He takes her hand, gentle. The emotions are some mixture of reassurance, and fondness, and a bright spark on indignation, on her behalf]

You ain't useless, dude. You're awesome.

And even if you were useless, you'd still be awesome just cause you're you.

Re: hurricane

[mapsio]

Imagine having your worth attached to your usefulness.

[ Shuffling her feet a little. ]

nychta

[mapsio]

[ That does make her curious, actually. And warmed all the same. Nychta was worried because she didn't want to step over any lines.

But Prim takes her hands again, soft and gentle and inviting. Because maybe that is just how she is, honestly. ]

If you cross any lines, I will tell you. But it was my own fault for withdrawing back then. It wasn't your fault. No lines were crossed back then either.

[ Because she was pulled into herself so much, didn't want to be around people, didn't want...a lot of things. But that's where more healthy coping mechanisms come into play. ]

Re: nychta

[earthquaked]

[ ... huffs, lightly embarrassed, but pleased by the touch anyway, curling her fingers into hers. ]

You didn't seem sure about the kiss. So I didn't want to pressure you into something else for the sake of a game.

Re: nychta

[mapsio]

I got a little nervous, sure. Because I didn't know if you actually wanted it.

Re: nychta

[earthquaked]

More importantly-- what do you want?

Re: nychta

[mapsio]

[ Leaning in to kiss her cheek again. ]

sekhmet

[mapsio]

[ She DID offer a hug, so she steps closer to her.

And gently places her arms around here. Prim is a pro at Buddy Bond, so she's going to attempt to let her warm comforting feelings drift over to Sekhmet. To give her some sort of comfort. ]

How is that?

Re: sekhmet

[nihilmancy]

[She returns the embrace. Sekhmet is not pro at this so her emotions are pretty unrestrained, a flood of the previous negative feelings and neediness, but also warmth gratitude and embarrassment at breaking down and relying on Prim like this and a bit of crushing and thirstiness

She does seem to have been comforted and soothed.]

...Thank you. Sorry.

Re: sekhmet

[mapsio]

[ It's okay, she doesn't need to be pro. Prim is here for that.

She's hugging her with a little bit of firmness. A sign of, "i am here" and "i am not going anywhere". ]

You have no need to apologize. You are just fine. This is fine.

Re: sekhmet

[nihilmancy]

[The shame is still there, and a renewed sense of sorrow. A greedy self pity that loathes itself, punctuated by streaks of anger.

But there's gratitude too.]

I don't even know who I am.

A

[mapsio]

[ And of course, because they're bluetooth'd right now. Because of course they have to get into an argument WHILE feeling emotions.

She feels a pang of sadness, and guilt, and anxiety because even if A killed her father, she doesn't think he deserves to be alone. She can't forgive him yet but she doesn't want that for him. ]

[ P A N I C. ]

Why do you hate the idea so much?

Re: A

[afailedmurder]

I hate that I can't do it! I hate that everything I touch just... falls to shit! I hate that I can't even talk to any of you without the constant anxiety of wondering what I've done and when one of us will remember it!

[AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA]

Re: A

[mapsio]

[ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA????????? ]

I'm pissed off at you!

[ ok that's step one. ]

But I sure as hell don't want to stand here and let you try to close yourself off!

Re: A

[afailedmurder]

[It's A's turn to panic]

Then what? What do you want from me?

duality

[mapsio]

If I jumped up from somewhere high....I don't think it counts for me since, well, nevermind that!

[ She has heroes never die, so she'd hurt but she wouldn't die?! ]

Truth or dare is fun, but maybe too revealing. We could replay memories?

Re: duality

[asonoficeandfire]

[please don't do that, prim. the hurt isn't worth it!!]

I'm fine with that.

Re: duality

[mapsio]

Okay. Do you want to choose good ones or bad ones?

Re: duality

[asonoficeandfire]

I could show both, but my bad ones aren't really that pleasant...

eclipse

[mapsio]

[ She laughs into her hand. ]

I don't know what I would do if Buddy bOnd was this constant. Probably get emotional overload.

Re: eclipse

[inspiteful]

I think anyone would. Feelings are hard.

Re: eclipse

[mapsio]

That's the only advantage to real buddy bond, you know. The off switch.