emotionshare overflow

[mapsio]

whoops i should have done this days ago.

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A

[mapsio]

[ And of course, because they're bluetooth'd right now. Because of course they have to get into an argument WHILE feeling emotions.

She feels a pang of sadness, and guilt, and anxiety because even if A killed her father, she doesn't think he deserves to be alone. She can't forgive him yet but she doesn't want that for him. ]

[ P A N I C. ]

Why do you hate the idea so much?

Re: A

[afailedmurder]

I hate that I can't do it! I hate that everything I touch just... falls to shit! I hate that I can't even talk to any of you without the constant anxiety of wondering what I've done and when one of us will remember it!

[AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA]

Re: A

[mapsio]

[ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA????????? ]

I'm pissed off at you!

[ ok that's step one. ]

But I sure as hell don't want to stand here and let you try to close yourself off!

Re: A

[afailedmurder]

[It's A's turn to panic]

Then what? What do you want from me?

Re: A

[mapsio]

[ if you panic i will panic and i guess we're both panicking. ]

I can't change how you think, A. But I can show you that having friends isn't as terrible as you think it is.


[ she's still pretty pissed at him tho. ]

Re: A

[afailedmurder]

[something cracks. is "urge to cry" an emotion?]

Re: A

[mapsio]

[ probably. approaching....carefully.

urge to comfort sure is an emotion too. ]

Re: A

[afailedmurder]

[tense and ashamed, but frozen because he wants that comfort]

Don't...

[A why are you like this]

Re: A

[mapsio]

[ getting clooooooser. ]

[ Prim is definitely being stubborn today. Still wanting to give comfort. ]

Re: A

[afailedmurder]

[A's already-cracked, machai-boosted determination disappears, leaving emptiness in its wake. He's given up.]

Re: A

[mapsio]

I don't want to run from you anymore. I've done enough of that recently.

[ Situation, bad. Resolution, maybe. Who knows.

She's struggling, quite clearly, with how she feels. ]

Re: A

[afailedmurder]

There's nowhere to go. We're locked in together; not only the literal sense of being trapped here, but in the cage built from our feelings for Joker.

Re: A

[mapsio]

But neither of our feelings will change for him. So either we get along, or we learn tolerate one another.

Re: A

[afailedmurder]

Yes, I'm aware of that. I don't gain anything from fighting with you, and I don't particularly want to. Believe it or not, I'd prefer to enjoy the time I have here with him in peace.