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haru "STEP! ON! ME!" okumura
IMEEJI IC CONTACT
IMEEJI IC CONTACT
Oct
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20th
,
2018
11:11 pm
mapsio
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Re: Day 156
Date:
2019-09-29 11:16 pm (UTC)
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mapsio
[ Finding them a nice cozy pile of pillows and blankets on the floor and tugging him into it. ]
Re: Day 156
Date:
2019-09-29 11:38 pm (UTC)
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criminaljustice
[this is good, this is nice.
... he is also using Eris Alert to get a gauge on how gf is doing preemptive. how's them feelios, hon?]
Re: Day 156
Date:
2019-09-29 11:56 pm (UTC)
From:
mapsio
[ not too great.
She’s exhausted, she’s fussy, she’s really upset at herself. So. All around very low feelings. ]
Re: Day 156
Date:
2019-09-30 12:10 am (UTC)
From:
criminaljustice
[time for gentle facetouching and petting]
You doing okay?
[knows she's not but invite to start in on it]
Re: Day 156
Date:
2019-09-30 12:11 am (UTC)
From:
mapsio
[ Leaning her head into his touches. ]
Not really.
Re: Day 156
Date:
2019-09-30 12:12 am (UTC)
From:
criminaljustice
Wanna talk about it?
Re: Day 156
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2019-09-30 12:17 am (UTC)
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mapsio
[ Settles against him. ]
You look at your hands...really different after you murdered four people.
Re: Day 156
Date:
2019-09-30 12:34 am (UTC)
From:
criminaljustice
[... ah. yeah.
kisses her temple.]
Yeah, you do.
Re: Day 156
Date:
2019-09-30 12:38 am (UTC)
From:
mapsio
...Maybe I am...afraid of my capabilities.
[ Her shoulders are very rigid right now. ]
I haven't...been able to process anything.
Re: Day 156
Date:
2019-09-30 12:41 am (UTC)
From:
criminaljustice
Haru, look at me?
[an earnest request because this? the things she's vocalizing? those are things he tried so hard to put into words when it was him.]
Re: Day 156
Date:
2019-09-30 12:42 am (UTC)
From:
mapsio
[ Looking at him. Tilting her head a little. ]
Re: Day 156
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2019-09-30 12:43 am (UTC)
From:
criminaljustice
... are you scared of me?
Re: Day 156
Date:
2019-09-30 12:45 am (UTC)
From:
mapsio
No, I'm not scared of you.
Re: Day 156
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2019-09-30 12:46 am (UTC)
From:
criminaljustice
Then why are you scared of yourself? Of what you're capable of? We're capable of the same things.
Re: Day 156
Date:
2019-09-30 12:55 am (UTC)
From:
mapsio
[ ... ]
I...don't know? Because what if I want to explore that side, Joker?
Re: Day 156
Date:
2019-09-30 12:59 am (UTC)
From:
criminaljustice
Then I'll explore it with you. If you want to.
... remember how you said you wanted me to show that side? And how... I wanted to? But haven't?
[well. here's. why...]
Re: Day 156
Date:
2019-09-30 01:01 am (UTC)
From:
mapsio
[ Curling her fingers into the fabric of his shirt. ]
Were you afraid of that side? Even...then. I wasn't afraid of you.
Re: Day 156
Date:
2019-09-30 01:04 am (UTC)
From:
criminaljustice
... considering how that dance ended... you probably don't really have much reason to be afraid.
[it's a joke but also like... for real though.
stroking fingers through her hair.]
I'm not afraid of you, either.
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Date:
2019-09-30 01:04 am (UTC)
Re: Day 156
Date:
2019-09-30 01:06 am (UTC)
From:
mapsio
I was going for gentle.
[ ...and that thought catches up to her. ]
I pre-planned your entire death and you aren't afraid?
Re: Day 156
Date:
2019-09-30 01:07 am (UTC)
From:
criminaljustice
[l-laughs]
Probably a little messed up. But that sort of pre-planning's a little comforting.
Re: Day 156
Date:
2019-09-30 01:09 am (UTC)
From:
mapsio
[ DONT LAUGH NERVOUSLY. ]
I knew we had to finish it, in my head. Since your unitmate interrupted us the first time.
[ Curling in a little tighter. ]
But it gives me pause that I was able to even go through with it. Maybe because I didn't think I was capable.
Re: Day 156
Date:
2019-09-30 01:13 am (UTC)
From:
criminaljustice
Keep in mind... we both knew that death wasn't permanent in that place. I think, if it was? It wouldn't have been... so easy to.
[it definitely wouldn't have been]
Re: Day 156
Date:
2019-09-30 01:16 am (UTC)
From:
mapsio
[ ... Reaching up to play with a lock of his hair. ]
[ She really wants to stop feeling so...down. ]
That is...mm, this place just won't let you stay dead. You can suffer and suffer and suffer.....and you just won't stay dead even if you die.
[ Which is why Prim made some, choices, but more on that later. ]
Re: Day 156
Date:
2019-09-30 01:19 am (UTC)
From:
criminaljustice
[reasons Joker didn't get too drastic while he was in the mirrors, tbqh. What If It Just Got Worse? was definitely a fear that stayed his hand.]
There's no helping that aspect of it, but... I think... we can determine for ourselves how we spend our time during the mess of it.
Re: Day 156
Date:
2019-09-30 01:21 am (UTC)
From:
mapsio
You're right.
[ Nuzzling herself under her chin to hide her face for a moment. ]
I think, I just need to cope. Even if the method is unhealthy.
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Re: Day 156
Date: 2019-09-29 11:16 pm (UTC)Re: Day 156
Date: 2019-09-29 11:38 pm (UTC)... he is also using Eris Alert to get a gauge on how gf is doing preemptive. how's them feelios, hon?]
Re: Day 156
Date: 2019-09-29 11:56 pm (UTC)She’s exhausted, she’s fussy, she’s really upset at herself. So. All around very low feelings. ]
Re: Day 156
Date: 2019-09-30 12:10 am (UTC)You doing okay?
[knows she's not but invite to start in on it]
Re: Day 156
Date: 2019-09-30 12:11 am (UTC)Not really.
Re: Day 156
Date: 2019-09-30 12:12 am (UTC)Re: Day 156
Date: 2019-09-30 12:17 am (UTC)You look at your hands...really different after you murdered four people.
Re: Day 156
Date: 2019-09-30 12:34 am (UTC)kisses her temple.]
Yeah, you do.
Re: Day 156
Date: 2019-09-30 12:38 am (UTC)[ Her shoulders are very rigid right now. ]
I haven't...been able to process anything.
Re: Day 156
Date: 2019-09-30 12:41 am (UTC)[an earnest request because this? the things she's vocalizing? those are things he tried so hard to put into words when it was him.]
Re: Day 156
Date: 2019-09-30 12:42 am (UTC)Re: Day 156
Date: 2019-09-30 12:43 am (UTC)Re: Day 156
Date: 2019-09-30 12:45 am (UTC)Re: Day 156
Date: 2019-09-30 12:46 am (UTC)Re: Day 156
Date: 2019-09-30 12:55 am (UTC)I...don't know? Because what if I want to explore that side, Joker?
Re: Day 156
Date: 2019-09-30 12:59 am (UTC)... remember how you said you wanted me to show that side? And how... I wanted to? But haven't?
[well. here's. why...]
Re: Day 156
Date: 2019-09-30 01:01 am (UTC)Were you afraid of that side? Even...then. I wasn't afraid of you.
Re: Day 156
Date: 2019-09-30 01:04 am (UTC)[it's a joke but also like... for real though.
stroking fingers through her hair.]
I'm not afraid of you, either.
Re: Day 156
Date: 2019-09-30 01:06 am (UTC)[ ...and that thought catches up to her. ]
I pre-planned your entire death and you aren't afraid?
Re: Day 156
Date: 2019-09-30 01:07 am (UTC)Probably a little messed up. But that sort of pre-planning's a little comforting.
Re: Day 156
Date: 2019-09-30 01:09 am (UTC)I knew we had to finish it, in my head. Since your unitmate interrupted us the first time.
[ Curling in a little tighter. ]
But it gives me pause that I was able to even go through with it. Maybe because I didn't think I was capable.
Re: Day 156
Date: 2019-09-30 01:13 am (UTC)[it definitely wouldn't have been]
Re: Day 156
Date: 2019-09-30 01:16 am (UTC)[ She really wants to stop feeling so...down. ]
That is...mm, this place just won't let you stay dead. You can suffer and suffer and suffer.....and you just won't stay dead even if you die.
[ Which is why Prim made some, choices, but more on that later. ]
Re: Day 156
Date: 2019-09-30 01:19 am (UTC)There's no helping that aspect of it, but... I think... we can determine for ourselves how we spend our time during the mess of it.
Re: Day 156
Date: 2019-09-30 01:21 am (UTC)[ Nuzzling herself under her chin to hide her face for a moment. ]
I think, I just need to cope. Even if the method is unhealthy.
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